Kerr Smith’s memoir, I Don’t Want to Wait, is now available for purchase. The book, released on Tuesday, 10 November, offers an intimate look at Smith’s time on the hit teen drama Dawson’s Creek, including the moment he learned that his character, Jack McPhee, was slated to come out as gay.
In the new book, Smith reflects on the shock of discovering the storyline and the isolation he felt as the only actor on set who had not yet been told the full arc of his character’s journey. He describes the experience as a “fifth‑wheel” moment, a feeling that he never had before.
“I never felt more like the fifth wheel.”
Smith’s memoir provides a rare glimpse into the behind‑the‑scenes dynamics of a show that ran from 1998 to 2003 and became a cultural touchstone for a generation of viewers. The book’s release coincides with the anniversary of the series’ debut, offering fans a chance to revisit the show through the eyes of one of its most memorable characters.
Through candid recollections, Smith examines how the revelation of Jack’s sexuality affected his relationships with co‑stars and the broader narrative of the series. The memoir is positioned as an introspective look at the challenges and triumphs of navigating a career in Hollywood while dealing with personal and professional revelations.
<small>Source: Variety — read the original story there.</small>