Hiii everyone~

I just want to rant so, I don't know how to clarify this as which categories so ya, enjoy :D

Firstly, there are 3 characters: My GF, A and B. A and B are my high school friends (all-girls school and they are both straight) we met when we were 13. I wasn't that close to them just classmates until 17yo where I'm close to A again (because she was outed by everyone due to stealing class fee and spending it for her own uses). I chose to not believe it/like kind of protect her because could be a mistake/rumor until it happened to me.

Fast forward to when I'm 23 where I met my GF in uni a year ago and decided to introduce her to my high school friends when she is ready. It was all okay the hangout was still cool. Until B tagged me in the GC and start asking me to rank between my GF and my exes' cup sizes... Of course, my response was getting offended and I refused to answer. B then kept pressuring me to rank and wouldn't accept NO for an answer. I then DM A telling her to ask B to stop asking and please take NO as an answer before I rage. A trying to be the most "neutral" character here said that B have a lot of curiosity just simply answer her. I got even angrier and I decided to tell my GF since she is beside me. She felt being objectified and hurtful (which I totally understand). Then, as B keep pressuring me to answer, A then suddenly send a ranking list into the GC. Yes, A send the ranking on my behalf and trying to satisfy B curiosity and double confirm it with me in the GC. I was even more pissed, I did try to put them into my shoes, asking them do you see me asking your BF and her ex BFs d*ck length. A then actually listed it out and even detail described (girth, length and the grip feeling) it in GC.... (no boundaries and disgusting AF). B didn't even bother apologizing at first, until A asked her to, she did, but halfheartedly. 

Next, A also, claimed she had severe financial difficulties and family issues, my mom heard her repeatedly say during my birthday party. Even though me and my mom don't have a good relationship, she offered to help her, give her allowance RM300/month. On the day of my birthday, my mom pitied her and gave her RM500 cash, even exchanged numbers so, she could keep in touch with her. The allowance continued until she graduates uni which is around 3 years. One day, my mom contacted me saying she lost touch with A and asked me to help transfer money. In my head, I just simply thought it is because of bank problems or what not, so, I agreed being the middle person. 

Until on one of the hangouts, I decided to vent out to them regarding me and my mom issues. A then slipped out saying that "Totally understand that is why I blocked her". Me and my GF were shooketh, she blocked my mom yet she still receiving the allowance from her. I then decide to take my matters into my own hands by stopping the transference of allowance and later gather it for my mom's uses or my own uses after asking her permission. To add on, with that money she bought herself a new ip16pm, a new car and going to trips along the way (It's not I'm jealous but it doesn't make sense for someone struggling to live day by day)

Here is where I made the mistake, I still choose to be in the GC and friends with them until after 6 months after all of these happened. It then only hit me hard, due these situations me and my GF relationship and trust have been affected. I couldn't bear to see my GF silently hurting as if justice isn't served that kind of feeling. I finally choose to cut off these friendships where unfollow their socials and leaving the GC. 

After 3 days (today), they decided to add me back to the GC pressuring me to answer why I decide to leave, wanting to have a discussion, trying to guilt trip me and play with my emotional sides. Saying "I understand when you have anxiety and rage, you will make rash and stupid decisions"... I was gonna reply coldly to end things faster, A then gave me an attitude "Seriously? Seen and not reply WoW" and B giving me an ultimatum between years of friendship (them) or that one person (my GF). I immediately lose my shit and started firing them but that is what they wanted, they wanted me to have that calm moment and then, convince me back to their friend group. I chose not to meet them or call them and rest. After the next day, I decide to cut off contact completely by sending a short summary and do not contact me. B was nowhere to be seen; however, A couldn't accept it and PM me. Stating that is very unfair to us, saying I'm crazy for cutting off because we don't talk recently but still respect my decision and trying to meet up with me by returning my things which is an umbrella and a T-shirt I gave to her that I don't want long time ago... (the actions are similar to an ex, it's disgusting)

After this aftermath, I did feel a huge relieved but the damaged had been done to my gf and our relationship. Even though they left but the damages are still there especially my GF. No matter how much love and trust, the wound are still there which is I totally understand and we are on-going our healing journey. Without her, I would have been their pushover toy and wouldn't know that boundaries existed. She taught me a lot especially maturity, self-esteem/confidence and being my support for the almost 2 years relationship. She will always be my number 1 and my only regret is not protecting her enough. Should have ended it sooner. 

I'm a ♐so, gimme a chance to say GTFO my life and I hope your BF continue to physically cheat on you but still being in the r/s with you... oh wait.. it's an ongoing truth oops :D Thank you for reading my story :)